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I am feeling really down this morning. I am in so much pain but I know I am not alone in my mental or physical pain. I am feeling alone right now. I sleep a lot of the time and not able to do the things I used to do. Somehow I will learn to cope. I have a marvelous husband who supports me even if he doesn't understand. I have a friend going thru a rough time that if she only knew how much I loved her and wanted to help. I guess that's all for right now.

I don't have much to post right now. It is early in the morning and I woke up tired and hurting. My feet are swolen. My back hurts. Actually I hurt more than when i went to the doc. I will be glad when the new med kicks in.

cowgirl wrote:

I am feeling really down this morning. I am in so much pain but I know I am not alone in my mental or physical pain. I am feeling alone right now. I sleep a lot of the time and not able to do the things I used to do. Somehow I will learn to cope. I have a marvelous husband who supports me even if he doesn't understand. I have a friend going thru a rough time that if she only knew how much I loved her and wanted to help. I guess that's all for right now.

hun, sorry to hear you are going through such a rough time, if there is anything i can do to help, let me know.

i am an admin at the coffee shop club so you can always find me there!

Thanks Paula. You are so sweet to be so concerned. I appreciate your kindness. I love your forum

thanks! hope you come back often!

Not much to post again today. I woke up at midnight and couldn't go back to sleep. Now I am in a bad mood I guess b/c I didn't get enough sleep. I am hardly ever in a bad mood anymore. Afterwhile when I'm more awake I am sure my day will go better. My sweet husband is off all wknd so that will help tho he has already gone to the coffee shop to drink coffee with his buddies. It gives him enjoyment so i don't mind. I will prob watch a dvd afterwhile when I am more awake but right now I am going to try to go back to sleep.

Later...

hope you are feeling better cowgirl....good morning!

I have chronic pain, diabetes, bipolar II, depression and disabled from work. I don't want sympathy but i just had to get that out.

cowgirl wrote:

I have chronic pain, diabetes, bipolar II, depression and disabled from work. I don't want sympathy but i just had to get that out.

glad ya did.....is better to get it out than to hold it inside...

i as well have all the above with the exception of bipolar...but have a couple of nephews who are bipolar so have been around it for many years.

and....i do not hand out symapthy easily so no worries there.. but i CAN sympatized with ya as i know pretty much what you are going through.

Thank you Paula. I appreciate your kind remarks.